Once a dork, always...

Me: so here's something for you
Me: on my express bus in the morning
Me: is a boy that i used to have a crush on from like 6-8th grade
Friend: HAHAHAA
Me: mind you in 6th grade i was made fun of daily. i was the most awkward human girl that ever was
Me: he witnessed the worst part of my childlife
Me: and now i have to see him every morning
Friend: lol
Me: i have done a good job of avoiding him, pretending not to know him
Me: until today when he made direct eye contact with me and i had no choice but to smile
Friend: LOL
Me: to which he smiled back...in a pathetic "i know you were a dork" sort of way
Friend: everyone was a dork back then
Me: no
Me: i was THE dork
Friend: aw
Friend: but youre not anymore.
Friend: so f him
Friend: i bet hes a loser now
Me: i transfered to the worst public school in my neighborhood from a nancy private school
Me: and my mom got me a layered haircut to which she teased and sprayed and feathered back
Me: they called me helmet head through 6th grade
Me: i was also severely under developed in the boob department
Friend: :(
Me: YES
Me: that was me.
Me: I am okay with it now...
Me: but not when i have to run into the ghost of 6th grade past
Me: he knows...and despite the 7 years it took me to convert myself into a less dorky human being...it's like the dork is back for the 30 minutes i'm on the bus in the morning
Friend: you should wear a helmet tmw.
Friend: lol kidding. sorry i had to.
Friend: lol
Friend: i bet he is a huge loser now and works a stupid job
Friend: and has no friends
Me: i laughed. but i laughed the way the chubby kid laughs at fat jokes. he pretends not to care but deep down it hurts
Me: LOL
Me: he did nothing to me
Me: he was quiet and i dont remember him making fun of me
Me: though maybe i blocked it out because i thought he was cute
Me: could be.